Here I am
Wondering what might’ve been
If I had just
Done it right
At the right time
The right place
The right way
How would it be
To be holding you
In my arms right now
To be sleeping next to you
To wake up to you
To savor every moment
Spent with you
If only…
If only I had taken the chance
If only I knew then
If only I’d acted way back then
When it might’ve mattered
Here’s a relatively new piece, written while feeling dangerously nostalgic and somewhat melancholy. It really could be about any number of people/events in my life, which is rare. Usually the things like this one are much more specific.
Much later edit: gotta call BS on myself here from the future. I know EXACTLY who this is about, I just didn’t want her to know it was about her at the time. I dunno if she reads this or not, or if she’d guess this was about her, so…