Bury it deeper this time
So far down I’ll never see the sun
I’d rather drown in memories
Than hurt myself again
Trying too hard to maintain grip
Of something that isn’t mine to hold
Those fantasies I fell for
Keep me treading water
And if I were to let them go
I’d have to learn to swim again
And I’m not so sure there’s solid ground
Waiting there below
And maybe it’s not worth the risk
To put feet down to find out
Maybe I’m just better off
So far down in dreams I’ll never know
That no one outside ever sees
My struggles for the surface