Ephemeral Remembrances

It’s odd how the emotions come and go

Ebb and flow like tides, carrying memories

Reminders of moments somehow beautiful and tragic

Glimpses of what was and might have been

There never seemed to be any understanding

No knowing which way the water was to flow

We weaved our way through everything

As blind as we could be

Never seeing where our feet would fall

Before we took those steps

Stumbling and bumbling together for a heartbeat

Then oh so swiftly separated, not to meet again

And now, so far removed,

I find my vision turning rearward

Struggling to recall what of these memories was real

The ephemeral remembrances that sneak up on me now

Seem to skip a shade or two each time they cast their shadows

You were ever searching then

For something neither of us knew

I sometimes wonder if you ever found it

Or did it slip away, much like these ghosts

That repeatedly creep up to keep you

On my mind again

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