Break Itself Again

You keep finding ways back to my mind

I wish you wouldn’t do that anymore

We haven’t spoken since so long ago

I’m not so sure I could recall your voice

Until when someone sounds vaguely alike

And the chills run down my spine again

If only I could ever find the chance

To say the million words that come to mind

The words I’d never have the guts to speak

Even if we somehow crossed our paths

That time and opportunity have passed

I was never meant to live that dream

The one that long ago changed to nightmare

The one I wish would just leave me alone

So that I may find another dream

One that might actually be real

And not juet the broken fantasy

That my heart insistently holds onto

So that it may break itself again