I wish I could make clear
everything I tried to tell you
without ever saying the words
For in trying to hide the truth,
just to keep basking in your light,
I instead brought down darkness
that separates us now and forever
If I could have made you see
what it was I saw reflected
from the windows to your soul
maybe I’d still find you near
Then I wouldn’t have to miss you
or all that might have been…