This was the day
The moment
The beginning of the end
The maelstrom of emotion
Forming in my head
Seeing her that way
For the first time
I wanted her so bad
It almost killed me
If only I had known
How much worse it’d get
If there was any indication
That it’d all fall apart
I’d have given up
And walked away when I could
But no, I steered my ship
Right into the iceberg
I was in far too deep
To see the glacier coming
The light she brought to me
Became the oncoming train
And I still haven’t left the tracks
I can’t
I fell too far too fast
Couldn’t catch myself in time
I could barely catch my breath
That moment she took it away
And though I’ve tried to get it back
And though she’s tried to toss it away
She still has it
Some year later
I’ll never be the same