Laugh

Of course these songs would play

Too bad they’re an hour too late

To send you off on your merry way

The fact that you’ve reduced me

To thinking like this

Is all that’s left that hurts

You made me just as bitter

Just as petty, just as hurtful

As you became there at the end

And you were such a bright star

Shining for all the world to see

But I sat and watched as the light went out

Trying desperately to be the spark

That would keep your fire alight

Instead I was the match

That burned it all down

All I can do is laugh now

Laugh and try to harness

This nervous energy

That’s carried me since I realized

You were standing there behind me

The frail and quiet creature

A shadow of what you once were

On that October morning

When everything aligned

And it hit me how I really felt

Too bad you made a lie

Of everything that I thought then

As the music says goodbye

In its various fashions

It’s no wonder I can’t help but laugh