I don’t have bad memories of you
Only of your exit
And your absence from my life
I think that’s part of why I can’t forget you
Because the thoughts aren’t the part that hurt
It’s the lack of new ones to be made
And the very thought
That all those little moments full of meaning
Only really meant something to me
I can’t imagine that you think of me
Nearly as often as I do you
Otherwise it wouldn’t have been so easy
For you to pull away without a word
And so here I am haunting myself
With absent minded reminders
That I can only hope will one day bring me joy again