Maybe I’ve been wrong the whole time
Trying to find the root of the problem
All this analysis and self-blame
And all along the issue was her
To see her be so callous, so cruel
Seems so out of character
I guess I built an image in my head
And never really saw her true colors through it
To watch her take glee in my failing
The careless shot at my heart and soul
Was the closest I’ve come to a final solution
This is how a friendship dies, I suppose
In faceless mocking and bloody tears
A good, solid blow to what matters most
And I give up completely
I’d always hoped for reconciliation
Some peaceful resolve to this cold war
But if she can be so clueless and careless
She can have her isolation
I’m far too good at hurting nyself
To have someone near that does the same