So this is how it’s going to be?
Scared of my own shadow
For fear of fucking up again
Just keep head down and mouth shut
Don’t let them in or near
Because you just can’t know
This is what I learned from her?
To never speak to anyone new?
No, this isn’t the way to live
But now I’m trapped in my own head
A stupid, sorry, simple fool
Reduced to silence and avoidance
By the pain I can’t escape
Looking for a way out
Of my own damn mind