It’s days like this I miss you most
When I just want someone to talk to
And it’s stupid to even think of you
At a time like this
When we haven’t spoken for so long
But I can’t help where my mind wanders
And maybe I just don’t want to let go
Maybe I found in you
All that I was searching for
And perhaps I’m just not meant to have it
You were the best friend I’d had
In what felt like forever
I was so sure we’d always be connected
I guess I was misguided
It wouldn’t be the first time
And I’m not really sure I’ll ever be
Ready to move on
I wasn’t looking when you found me
I don’t want to look right now
I don’t think I’ll be able
To handle what would happen
If I went through this torture yet again
So I’ll cling to these moments
These stray thoughts and reminders
The reasons why I never wanted
To let somebody in