Your ungainly exit from my world
Has only left me hanging lost and confused
I wish there was a way for me to reach out
To know how you are really doing
In these trying times
But I’ll never know unless you choose
To let me back into your light somehow
I’ll have to get used to the dark
I shouldn’t bring myself to worry
About outside concerns
I have far too much to handle
Down here in my bubble
But you’re out there somewhere
Going through whatever battles
Brought you away from here
And some small part of me
Just wishes I could take up arms
And help your through whatever struggles
You’re trying to face down
It’s a sad and sorry situation
I find myself buried in
And I don’t know how to dig out
Or if I even really want to
I might be better off just letting it all hold me down
So I never have to live with
Finding myself buried at the behest of someone else
It might just be this hill I’m meant to die on
