Ever End

I’m starting to wonder if this will ever end
I just can’t seem to get you out of my head
Not completely, anyway
And just when it all starts to fade
Some absent reminder appears
To push you back into my memory
It just seemed like such a betrayal
A sudden, solemn end to something
That should’ve been long lasting
We were fast friends
As far as I could tell
Still don’t know how I could be wrong
So damn wrong
And after all this time
I guess it all meant more to me
Than even I want to admit
But I still hold out hope
That I can find my way forward
And get to the day when thinking of you
Doesn’t bring me to my knees