Thank you
for giving me something else to beat myself up over
as if I weren’t depressed enough
Thank you
for walking away when you did
so that it could be the topper on a really bad year
Thank you
for not quite disappearing completely
the popping in on my world totally doesn’t tie me up in knots
Thank you
for reminding me of everything I was missing
right when I’d gotten used to living without tit
Thank you
for opening the wounds that had taken so long to heal
Pulling off the scab was so much fun
Thank you
for getting so close to me so quickly and easily
Those walls weren’t there for a reason or anything
Thank you
for letting me get to know you so well
rhen completely misunderstanding everything I say and do
Thank you
for lifting me up out of a giant rut
only to let me free fall when I could’ve used you
Thank you
for nothing
and everything all at once