I guess it won’t matter soon
I’ll be done with her forever
Never have to see her again
But that’s not what I wanted
Not now, not ever
I wanted to fix things
I wanted to be friends again
I wanted to be a part of her life
In some way, shape, or form
I didn’t want to be stuck here
Wondering what’s going on
I didn’t want the silence
I didn’t want her to just disappear
Never to be heard from again
But it won’t matter soon
Soon she’ll be gone forever
And never have to see me again
I’ll be just an unpleasant memory
And she’ll be my biggest regret
And that’s just how it will be