Wasted Words

Pouring through these wasted words
I’m not strong enough to face this
I don’t know that I’ll ever be
It’s all too much
Reliving all these feelings
I’m drowning in the waves
I can feel them choking me
pulling me back under
for all the good it ever did
to let the world see what I thought
probably my greatest mistake
showing the depths of what I think and feel
and no one cares
They’re just words
words that meant so much to me
and nothing to the ones that read them
well now I read them
I let them overtake me
and I can’t find my way out
Pull me under