In My Head

I didn’t mean to disturb you
Letting you into my head like this
I mean, so much emotion
So much confusion
It must be overwhelming
After all, I was the one that cared
Not you, apparently
I was the one that overvalued the friendship
I was the one that wanted to be on your mind
I wanted the best for you
Still do, to a point
I just want it for you somewhere else
But apparently it was all a charade
I was just a convenience for you
And now that I’m not needed
And more trouble that I’m worth
It’s time to just throw me away
And that’s fine, I get it
But don’t mind me if I spend a little time
Trying to sort it out
And maybe you should just look away
If that bothers you