I don’t know what kind of games we’re playing anymore
Two grown children trying to act like adults
When we’re both just lost and scared and confused
And I don’t want to keep playing anymore
I just want it to end
I don’t even know why this whole thing started
How or where it all went south
Or how I could get everything that seemed so right
To turn out so wrong
I’ll tell you I’m sorry
If that’s what you need to hear
But I don’t even know what I’m apologizing for
I guess it would be as much to myself as to you
For not looking deep enough
For trying something doomed to fail
For tilting at windmills
For seeing what I wanted to see
And not what was there
Whatever it takes to stop the game
That I never wanted to play
