I know I shouldn’t miss you
As badly as I do
But it’s not really you I miss
Well, it is, but it isn’t
It’s mainly the moments where I could relax
Let down my guard
Put the facade away
And connect with someone real
I’m so tired of faking it
The acting takes its toll
And now I have no one
That actually understands
That’s why I obsess over it
That’s why it hurts so much
Because you understood
What others never could
And now I don’t have that
Because I never had you
