I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore
So much is slipping through my fingers
Like I ever even had a grip
Played by empty promises
Put through the paces and apparently found lacking
But why not keep me running through the ringer
As long as I’m dumb enough to stay
But I’m not dumb, just desperate
Clinging to an unfounded sense of loyalty
A crumbling facade of caring
I don’t care
Not anymore
I just want to find my way out
