I don’t want to fall again
To get caught up in that wave
To lie to myself long enough
To believe my own bullshit
You can justify anything
When you’re blinded by emotion
Caught up in the haze
Obsession and fixation
Overwhelmed by the intensity
Lost sight of reality
Then your find yourself in a trap
A hole of your own design
Dug it yourself without trying
And now you have to claw your way out
Naked for all the world to see
Just what a fool you made
Casting aside your dignity
For a chance you swore was real
But was nothing but a fantasy
A daydream of a sick mibd
Too lost in the dream to see the light
Tossing aside what would be
For a promise never fulfilled
No, I don’t want to fall again
I’ve already fallen too far