I barely know what’s going on in my head
How am I supposed to know what’s in yours?
I guess it’s not my problem now, is it?
But that’s my cross to bear
I’ll always wonder and worry
I’ll probably always care
But until you speak to me again
There’s nothing I can say or do
To fix whatever it is I’ve done
And maybe there is no fix
And I’m standing here waiting and wondering
All for nothing
Maybe there will be no closure
No chance at a happy ending
Or maybe this is your happy ending
Leaving me out in the cold
Only you can tell me
And you won’t say a word
All I ever wanted was to be in your life
In whatever way I could
And I’ll never know for sure
Just how I botched it all
I’ll never be able to explain myself
Or ask for forgiveness
Or try and make it up to you
I’ll never even be sure exactly what I did wrong
Because it was always destiny
For things to fall apart
And for me to be left worrying
And wondering where it all went wrong