Moments

As I sit here on this holiday
amidst the people that matter most
there’s something missing
Somewhere out there
she’s in her own world
with who and what means most to her
and here I am
unable to get her off my mind
I know she means more to me
than I do to her
and most of the time I can accept that
but it’s moments like there
where I feel that missing something
and my mind drifts to her
that I curse the way the world worked
to bring us into each other’s lives
at a point where there can be nothing more
because when it comes to who means most
she’s the one whose absence I feel deepest