Struggling to fill the hole
the one you left behind
but I don’t think I have the sttength
to stand in shoes so big
I can only stretch so far
and plug so many gaps
before the pull becomes too much
and something has to give
I can’t help but feel
that this is why I’m here
to push on as you would’ve wanted
but I can only push so hard
before the world starts pushing back
and no one’s here that has my back
quite the way you did
Still I’ll carry on the fight
even knowing it will break me
because that’s all I have to do
I just wish that there was soneone
left to help carry the load